yes yes.
never update blog for a few days.
LOL.
cos nothing interesting happened.
until yesterday.

met up with huiyi at fareast.
LOL
was raining heavily can!
but i really want thank GOD for helping me saved a few dollars on cab.
was waiting for cab at tekka mall..
i was late.
raining heavily.
and no cab.
decided to call cab.
when i was abt to call for one.
a cab came.
so thank GOD.
(:

hmmm.
walked around.
far east.
heeren.
cineleisure.

ate wanton noodles at heeren.
=)

soon.
steph met up with us.
i bought 2pairs of earrings.
steph bought 2pairs of studs.

then.
headed to tiongbahru.
get dinner.
headed to huiyi's house get clothes.

then both of them headed over to my place to sleep & TALK.
LOL.
we eat & TALK.
alot.
hahahaha.

we even have MAC for breakfast.
then sleep.
meet up with them again.
steph tried makeups on us.
so fun can!
shes so professional.
LOL.
makes us so beautiful.

then had dinner together.
fried fish noodles.
nice nice!
(:

then headed back to mom's shop.
was online on & off.
cos my IE got some prob lehh.

thanks to kathleen that my blog is finally OKAY.
thanks alot!
(:

was catching up with some of my friends online.
hmmm.
will meet up with u all sooon k.

was talking to huiyi on the fone.

then was talking to michelle on the fone.
and YES!

tmr after cellgroup.
im going over to her place to sleepover.
LOL.
so much to talk abt!
LOL.
catch up time..
then sat will go church for bible study & service.
then she will go for cellgroup.
(:

her bday coming.
having chalet.
i will be there.
(:

had spagetthi for supper.
LOL.
kill me pls.
recently.
i talked tooo much & ate too much.
hahahhahahahahahaha.

this is call DIET!
=X

i think im MAD.
(:

i still havent check out the music school la.
must go!
next week.
die die.
(:

me & huiyi decided to find parttime job.
give out flyers.
(:

hahahahha.

sooo looking forward to CAMP & christmas.
and know wad?
LOL.

christmas coming.

dono wad to get.
LOL.

1 of my christmas present is a guitar.
(:
someone bless me 1!
hahahha.





so sorry to all those who was on MSN.
that wanted to chat with me.
but was not able to.
forgot to put away.
will make up to you all.
hee.
=)

hmmm.
stephen & shir came to meet up with me.
was having a drink at coffeeshop.
was chitchatting.
and indeed!
SHIR has slimmed down alot!.
she even more pretty than bfore.
keep up the good job!
kudos to you!
=)

deroy,dexter & natalie joined us also.
natalie is dexter's gf.
DEXTER.
be more guai now ok.
=)
we chatted till abt 1am.

all decided to go watch a movie.
except for deroy.
so i was like the lamppost for the nyte.
hee.
for your info.
SHIR & STEPHEN are tgt.
coming 1yr le ok.
so happy for them.
LOL.
'the ENCHANTED'
its abt a fairytale that came into the reality world.
and live happily ever after really came to pass.
=)

im so glad to meet up with them.
though know them for 1yr le ba.
for such a long time never meet up with them.
and suddenly saw them.
really dono wad to say.
and im so shy.
still...
im happy.
=)

thanks for the nyte!

all have grown up.

actually i said at the last blog that i have read some articles in the harvest times mag ryte.
and said i will blog abt it.
but after i read it again this evening.
i just felt so motivated in doing GOD's dream.
but i just dono how to explain or express it in words.
i know one thing for sure.
you dont need to use words to say it.
but use actions to show it.

being a life testimony is important.
when people see your life start to change.
and change to a better person.
people will start wonder..
what have actually happen to me.
and will start asking me.
and thats the time..
the right time to tell them how GOD has changed my life.
and how HIS words has impacted my life.

and who says going to church is no life?
have you ever come to my church and see for urself?
that there are sooo many fun & full of zest people
worshipping GOD and be happy?
and they are not so called no life?
when i first heard it from someone whos close to me.
i was quite discouraged.
because i know for sure.
going to cellgroup or
able to go to church to worship GOD and listen to HIS words
will be the MOST happiest and fun thing to happen in my life.

i may not show you that this is true.
but in the following months & years.
i will show you that GOD is a good GOD and HE is REAL.

its okay that you may be skeptical now.
but will still keep you in prayers at all time.
and i will still love you no matter what.
and GOD will bless you in everything you do.

what Pastor Tan preached on sat was true.
YES.
it may take a long time but it will come to pass.
Isa14:26-27

it may be hard but i know i can and
i will overcome all these and never run away from GOD again.
i will never let GOD down again.
even if i have no more frens..

i will drill myself with GOD's words from now on.
and be a living testimony to my family & frens.

and to all those who thinks that going to church is NOT COOL.
i will not force you to.
=)
even if you dont wish to go to church.
GOD will still loves you no matter what.
=)

i will forget the bitterness and FORGIVE.
sincerely.

in the bible.
matt27:33-35
bfore GOD was crucified.
they gave HIM sour wine mingled with gall (something bitter) to drink.
HE tasted it but HE would not drink.
Then they crucified HIM.

even bfore GOD was crucified.
HE still think of HIS people.
and HE forgives them.
HE dont want to bring the bitterness with HIM on the cross.

so.
christians who have read my blog.
please do not be disappointed when you have problems.
and you are not the only one facing problems.
GOD is a good GOD.
and HE is always fair & just.
have faith!
and keep praying!
doors will be opened for you.
AMEN.
=) =)





last nyte i too tired already.
so not able to stay awake to blog.
shall update today.

i woke up quite late today.
4pm in the afternoon.
LOL.
having menses cramp.
whole body so lethargic can.
hahaha.

went to church.
took train.
saw Anita on the train.
had a short converse with her.
happy to see you.
met up with Huiyi & Steph.
b4 the service start,
got prayer meeting.

the praise & worship is led by.
REUBEN MORGAN & his team
hes a worship pastor.
its so NICE.
=)
sermon was preached by Pastor Tan.
as Pastor Kong is in Sweden preaching.

i was very motivated by the sermon.
how GOD wants ur to make our dreams as reality.
we are weak but GOD is all powerful.
Trust GOD by acknowledge Him. Pro 3:5.

1) Renew our mind.
-conditioning ourselves to think like GOD.
-change our belief's system (MIND).
NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE WITH GOD.
luke1:36-38 matt17:20
Jer32:26-27 [DONT LOSE FAITH.]
*it may be difficult but it is POSSIBLE.
The kingdom of GOD is within me.
*never let our negative experience shakes our lives but only GOD's truth can.

2) Whatever GOD has spoken, it will be done.
even if take a long time, but it will come to pass.
Isa14:26-27 (Mark4)
If GOD says so, dont argue/complain.
Acts23:11,29. (Paul)

3things to do.

1) Open yourself to God for a brand new life.
Isa55:8-9,43:19
*expect GOD to give you new dreams.
ASK!
Ezk36:26
God constantly introduce us to new things.
dont wan us to remain the same.
STOP being negative & laid-back.
*we will always do something that will scare us and we think its impossible.

2) Give your life completely for a higher life. (Live GOD's dream)
*Life like a sea.
*dont look at the powerful outside but the SEED inside.
*only when we die to ourselves then we will continuelly bear fruits.
matt10:38-39
*allow GOD to come to any aspect of your life.
Heb2:6-7,9
*no cross,no crown*
From fishermen became the apostle of GOD.

3) Live your dreams for others to have a better life.
The foolishness of GOD is even wiser than man.
*The little sparrow.
a strand of hair falls on the ground.
(Isa)
God's attention on the poor & needy.
(James)
*GOD loves people and loves the down & out.
Reach out to people and be a blessing to them.
*ENCOURAGEMENT [Dreamcenter]
you're a dreambuilder.
=)

after service.
i had fellowshipped with my cg members and friends.
SORRY that i cant join you all for dinner.
will make it up next week.
=)

saw yuan xiang.
shuk wai.
han xiong came back from aussie.
din get to see him.
but was on the phone with him.
chatted with him for awhile.
will meet up next week after service.
misses them lots!
saw tony,pei en, grace, paul & all.
=)

headed back to shop.
slept for awhile.
11plus.
went out with mom,her bf & bro.
ytd was loy kratong day.
they make like lotus.
flowers la.
different patterns.
put candle on it, make a wish & let it flow on the kallang river.
LOL.
every year.
w/o fail will go with mom.
but this year special la.
got brother joined us.
sister suppose to come.
but din turn up.
nevermind.
still got next year.
=)

after that.
headed to geylang.
eat ba kut teh.
LOL.
quite NICE.
and DURIANS!!
superb.
YUM YUM.
LOL.

then headed home.
hmmm.
by then, i was VERY VERY TIRED.
=)
was lying down on my bed.
was reading the harvest times magezines.
read on 3articles.
think my this post to long le.
will update you what i have read.
in the next blog.
=)

mom make kway teow soup.
want go eat some now.
yummy.
=)


Bfore i sleep.
scared forgot to add on.
so will say NOW.
lol.
cant blame.
im just long-winded.
=X

im just SOOO looking forward to YOUTH CAMP & CHRISTMAS.
=)

though i may not start this year good.
but i will end it GOOD! =)

thanks to huiyi,lorraine & e376.
really love you all lots!
lets jiayou tgt ok!
=)


im very tired but happy today.
but still will keep myself awake to blog.

woke up.
had laksa that mom cooked.
chatted with callista online.
so happy!
getting a guitar soonn.
wanna pick up guitar again.
=)

got my BAG!
fav.
thanks MOM!
LOVES.
=)

headed to meet up with HUIYI.
went CG today.
got to know ALOT of new friends.
fellowshipped with my cell members awhile.
fruitful!
continue tmr in church.
LOL.
today sermon about VISION.(visualise in our heart)

no matter we like it or not,
we must have vision in our lives.
and once we see it & thought abt it.
we will begin to produce what we see.

i wanna be like DAVID!
he is a person with destiny.
GIANT SLAYER.

"YOU have revealed it to me, and i will be bold to pray it out."

as a CG.
we must unite as one.
love one another.
move the same vision.
and we can grow together.
CG will also grow & multiply.
and be the CG that we want it to be.
n not just envy others n be laid-back.

Gen 30:25-43
1SAM22:1-2
2SAM23:8-10,18,20-21
2SAM7:27-29

*keep praying for your family & friends.*

=)=)



im tired.
hmmm.
actually.
suppose to meet up with huiyi.
but she forgot to call me after sch.
and she went home.
at 12plus.
smsed her.
thought we meet go chinatown.
buy cloths with her.
but mom not in shop.
so i have to look after.
at abt 2-3pm.
im abt to meet her.
it was raining.
so she smsed me said she want sleep.
sms me later.
LOL.

so ended up staying in the shop.
=)
i remembered that i have to meet up with cindy for dinner.
so i smsed her.
she said last minute got stuffs to do.
so cant make it.
so i said ok, next time then.
tot can meet up with marianne.
but she got dinner gathering.
okays.

so..
i was in the shop all the while.
was online for awhile.
read blogs.

530pm.
mom called me.
ask me go golden mile complex.
eat dinner.
i took a cab n went.
was eating.
mom n frens decided to drink.
7plus.
cindy called.
said shes free to meet.
but im OUT with mom already.
n had my dinner.
so i told her i will meet her for dinner another day.
when shes free.
8plus.
huiyi smsed me.
said she just woke up.
so i asked her whether she want go anywhere.
she said she want stay home.
so i told her okays.
n we will meet soon.
=)
so drank till 10pm.
went back to shop.

at abt 12am.
mom n frens decided to go golden mile complex.
this time round..
THAI DISCO!
LOL.
was FUN la!
drink.
hear pple sing.
n dance.
a time for me to relax.
came back home at 3am.

here i am.
writing my blog.
hmmm.
chatted with jiabao.
i knew her thru my fren.
3yrs ago.
n i met her a few times.
at a christmas party.
used to work tgt but sometimes not same place.
though we have each other's msn.
but we seldom talk.
i realised one thing.
the person u treasured are the one who hurts you.
the person whom u barely knows are the one who make you happy.
but that doesnt means that u dont treasure and love them.
just that people comes & goes.
and u wont know whos ur true frens until we went through all those bad times.
=)
happy times.
sure la.
everyone happy.
LOL

hmmm.
we chatted alot.
in msn.
we chatted abt the past.
n we talk abt the present.
and wat happened today at her workplace.
oh my.
its so FUNNY!
=)
i really laugh till cry.
hee.
cant wait to meet up with her!
oh.
n btw.
shes violent!
n im so S C A R E D.
LMAO.
but i know shes F U N !
our characters quite similar.
but not so violent like her!
LOL.
i will love her.
=)
we wanted to say say gd nyte.
but we just have too much to talk abt.
n i have to shoo her n ask her go sleep.
LOL.
cos she working tmr.
though afternoon.
but she will had a long n busy day.
900pax to serve tmr.
JIAYOU!
=)
oh ya.
btw.
we chatted like nearly 2hrs in MSN.
more to come..
hahahaha.

i think i have some more stuffs to blog.
but i forgot!
=X
hahaha.
thanks to her!
LOL
entertained me till i forgot le.
hahahah.
anyway, think not important also.

i end my day happy.
=)

so to end today's blog.

happiness is like a butterfly.
the more you chase it.
the more it will elude you.
but if you turn your attention to other things.
it will come and sit softly on your shoulder...

these few nytes.
i have been listening to christian songs.
SO IN LOVE with the songs 'thank you' and 'glorious redeemer'
until when i sleep.
i also left it to play till i wake up n off it.
=)

God.
thank YOU for everything.
YOU reigns.
LOVES!







YES!
end up.
i never go anywhere.
so im staying in to write my blog.

n upload some pictures.

=)




woke up very early today.

930am.

huiyi came to meet me at mom shop.


10plus.

took 851 to tiong bahru plaza.

had breakfast cum lunch at foodcourt.

she had grilled chicken rice.


YUMMY!

i had meetballs mee sua.

both of us had ice apple tea.

1130am.
outside mac.

met up with my EX.

took some of my stuffs from him.

chatted awhile.

n headed home.


huiyi & i.

chatted for nearly 2hours at my crib.

we talked ALOT!
really.

hahahaha.
CG can hold at my PLACE!
=)




after that.

at abt 2plus.
i took train & came back mom's shop.
got steamboat to eat.
LOL.
then.
i slept!
too tired.
7plus.
woke up.
EAT again.
hahaha.


then sit in front com till now.
hmmm.
chatting.
surf friendster.
read blogs.


then i tooo BORED!
chatting with minglai.
then suddenly wan play game.
tried to play games in msn with him.
but FAILED!
many times.
LOL.
i gave up!
im MAD.
=X



and GUESS WHAT!
while blogging.
the stupid game can load again.
played scissors, paper & stone.
SO STUPID!
but CUTE!
LOL.
wanted to try other game.
like UNO.
but not available.
oh my!
then my fren want sleep le.
so we shall continue gaming tmr!
hahahaha.
i won u today!
2 - 1.
=)







did nothing much today.
wasnt feeling quite well.
but its ALL ABOUT FOOD!!

woke up at abt 1-2pm.
had fried chicken & fries.
mom bought for me.
at bout 4pm.
had udon soup.
mom cooked for me.
at bout 6pm.
had LONG JOHN with marianne.

meet up with her today.
had dinner with her at LONG JOHN.
=)
had a good time chatting with yaw.
meet up soonn!
LOVE.

7-8pm.
run an errand for mom.
went to get some stuffs for mom.
at sheng shiong market.

had headache.
slept awhile.
oh ya.
mom's business was quite good today.
(:
surprise surprise.
for monday.

8-9pm.
mom woke me up.
asked me to eat again!
said dont want.
but she said cooked already.
so MUST eat.
n i did!
=X
abit of rice & some prawns.

smoke.
n headed back to sleep.

12plus AM.
bro came back.
woke me up.
said he hungry.
asked me go eat supper with him.
n so AGAIN.
i ate.
OMG!
had hokkien mee.

kill me pls.
im so ON DIET.
n yet.
i ate so much today.

dono why also.
=X

tmr will sleep whole day.
LOL.
then i wont tink of eating.
n prolly some exercise.
=X

miss yaw, huiyi.
knew tat shes stress as she rushing her assignments.
which due on wed.
JIAYOU! (:
after wed.
we will chill at ma crib ok.
then..
we shall do wad we suppose to do!
LOL.
movies maranthon.

so looking forward to SAT.

im so worried abt my results.
and i really wonder what i can study next year.
also dono wad i like.
YES.
its HTM.
but..
DOUBTS.

oh ya.
bro was teaching me how to play CS.
im so stupid can.
LOL.
=X

wed.
hes coming to ma mom's shop.
to pass me some of my stuffs thats at his place.

*pray that im NOT _____.*

last thing that i wanna say to yaw.
but i know..
i will never get a chance to tell u personally.
so..
any kind soul.
please let him know wads from my heart.

im sorry that i hurt you.
but thanks for being by my side for these 8months.
and showering ur love on me.
i know its not fair to u.
u can put the B L A M E on me.
but i believe one day.
god will give u ur someone special.
i decided to move on with my life.
n FOUND my love again - GOD.
i always hesitate to convert to ur religion is also because of HIM.
im S O R R Y.
yes.
im not a holy soul.
but from the moment i accepted HIM.
i always love HIM.
just that i always walk away from HIM.
and afraid that i will have no friends.
when my friends know that im a christian.
but this time round.
im not walking away from GOD again.
no matter what.

some people may or may not understand what i have said..
but all these emotions that i have deeply touches my heart.
somehow i just fear GOD.

mom told me something this afternoon.
shes always happy that we (me & siblings) attend church.
since young.
shes always giving support n allow us to go church.
but im the only one in the family who goes to church now.
she told me..
she love christians n church.
i asked her..
why she never go church with me then..
she remained silent..
i guess she has her own reasons.
but every week i go church.
i always tell her things tat happen in church.
she always happy listening.
(:
i believe one day.
she will come church with me.






im VERY wooooo today.
YES!!
im very.
hahahahaha.

hmmm.
woke up late.
luckily they called me.
if not..
DEAD.
hahah.
rush 2 meet hui yi & jing xian outside LA SALLE.
took train go church.
at EXPO.
(:
was a GREAT service.
THANKS A MILLION 4 everything!
felt so HOME.
LOVES.
(: (:

hmmm.
had dinner tgt.
AT BEDOK 85.
porridge.
carrot cake.
chicken wings.
sugar can drink.
GOOD fellowship.
LOVES LOVES.
(:

meet up sooonn yea.

yups.
woke up early this morning.
dono why.
chatted with marianne online.
HES A JERK!
slap 1time not enuff.
u know who i know who can le.
might go backpacking with her.
prolly thailand?
will keep updated.
(:

HUIYI aka ESTHER.
4yrs++ of frendship.
and still counting.

at abt 1pm.
huiyi had lunch with me.
we chatted quite ALOT.
hahahah.

at abt 3pm.
we went bugis walk walk.
bought a bling necklace & a top.
but i decided not to wear.
hahaha.
dont ask why.
=X
gave away.
wan get new one.
and i saw this bag.
SO NICE!
love it.
gotta get it.
(:

went to her school to slack.
LA SALLE.
omg.
din know its JUST SO NEAR YET SO FAR!
hahaha.
shall meet up more often ok!
GOSSIPS.
=X

meeting up with her tmr.
will dropby church with her tmr.
to meet up with some of my other frens.
misses!

spent alot of time with mom today.
COUNTLESS OF LOVES to her.
had dinner & supper with her.
chatted.

told my mom i want a bike liscense.
she said okays.
I WANT VESPA!
<3

i want brush up on my thai language.
learn how to write and read thai.
prolly do hotel management after i take my results.
poly?
or private sch?
=X
still cant decide.

YI HUI.
club babe.
she msged me just now.
asked me go club with her.
but decided not to.
want save money.
so will meet up with her next week.
LOVES.

You love to run
Into the arms
Of anyone
Take off your shoes
And socks
And stay awhile
You like the adrenaline rush
Just a little too much
You go from day to day
Hand to mouth
And wonder why
You're unsatisfied
Cause love is a marathon
You can't always get what you want from everyone
Slow down and pace yourself
Cause when it's good, it's a long open road
You think still
You'll find a soul behind a thrill
You're just a cat
Chasing your tail round and round
But if you relax
Something might last
Yeah, yeah,
Love is a marathon
Can't always get tired so fast of everyone
Slow down and pace yourself
Cause when it's good it's a long open road
You're exhausted always
Coming down trying to come up for air
Trying to act like you just don't care
Cause love is a marathon
That's why you get tired so fast of everyone
Slow down and pace yourself
Cause when it's good, good, it's a long, long open road
It's a long long road



its a long day 4 me.
mom not at shop da whole day.
had 2b awake 2 help her look after shop.
was playing cards with ayu.
then..
abt 10pm.
was getting ready 2 go out.
met up with yi hui.
and of cos her frens.
while i was preparing..
got an emergency in da shop.
mom's bestie, aunt sai bleeded.
oh. btw, shes 4mths going 5mths pregnant.
quickly hailed a cab.
mom went with her 2 KK.
and i have 2 close shop n look after stuffs.

called mom.
said she was fine.
had 2b hospitalised 4 3dAYS 4 observation.
*pray*
hope tat both mom & baby will be okay.

and sad thing is.
actually she was looking forward 2 thurs.
as she will be going 4 scan n know whether its boy or girl.

okay.
i side tracked.
after met up with yi hui at Obar.
was drinking.
then..
went to zouk 2 meet up with her classmates.
was dancing at phuture.
most of her frens were drunk.
suppose to go back to Obar.
but tink we tooo high le.
LOL.

cindy supposed to call me n meet her at zouk.
guess she din went cos she never call me n never answer my call.
at least tell me next time ok.

at abt 2plus.
i left phuture.
went to meet up with ayu & yui.
at MOS.
took a cab down.
i was surprised tat MOS was not so packed.
stayed till 3plus.

went mac to get supper 4 ma self & ma bro.
mcchicken & double cheeseburger meals.
saw yan, ungku, 1 girl(4got her name) & 1 guy (4got his name).
they were chilling there.
so was chatting with them 4 awhile.
till abt 4plus am.
they decided to go chill somewhere else.
suggested fort canning park & bridge.
i dono in da end, they go well.
parted with them.
took a cab back.

ate supper with ma bro.
was chatting with him.
both of us want get new jacket.
hes getting it tmr.
im still looking 4 a nice one.
(:

was chatting with shir.
wanna meet up with her soonn.
maybe coffee later in da afternoon.
hopefully i can wake up.
hahahaha.
hmm.

ok.
thats it 4 da day.

LET ME GO.

One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

[Chorus]
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When I know what I'm goin through

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Just Let me goo...
Let me go

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside I know
I knowww..
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
Who knows

You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know Who I am
So let me go
Just let me go

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