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Saturday, November 10, 2007
Y MYLIFEfeat-JAYNE @ 8:24 AM
this new blog is about my life featuring myself.
i deleted my old blog to leave all my past behind and kept beautiful memories close to my heart.

after so long,
i've finally realised *SHIT DO HAPPENS.
most of the time.
i will definitely not cry because of all these things that happened.
in fact,
i will be glad n smile because all these things had happened had meant so much to me.
not only that have helped me grow maturely n become stronger mentally,
it also helps to open up my eyes to see this world.
it can be sweet..
it can also be very bitter...

i've been thinking a lot lately.
seems like i've wasted tooo much time.
so much so that i don't even know what i really want and achieve in life.
i may not be perfect.
neither of us is perfect.
waited too long for something to happen in my life.
given up too much things in my life.
indeed too tired to chase after.

i may have been aimlessly living my life,
but i have dreams.
dreams that i may not have a chance to fulfill.
its so far away from me..
or i should say.
i don't know where to start and how to fulfil my dreams.
do what i loves to do the most.

dancing and performing on stage is what i loves to do the most.
i may not be the best dancer in the world.
i may not be the best actress in the world.
but i always find joy doing it.
i despised people who simply have the talents and opportunity to do it but they just lose it.

my dad once told me..
nothing is impossible.
as long as u got dreams n u really really wants it,
God will give it to you.
Of course, He wont give it to you easily.
i will have to go through obstacles, overcome challangers, appreciate people's discrimination and have a heart of gold, a heart to learn.
One day, i will succeed.

i doubted my dad's words a few times.
gave up certain things in my life.
i never study hard and never had good grades.
im lazy and insensible.

my mom asked me to retake my nursing course.
but i thought to myself..
will i still have the patience?
will i still have the interest in nursing?
i loves helping people.
be there for someone.
but.
i think im not suitable for it.
instead of having more interest in it, my fear starts to grow stronger n stronger.
im afraid i cant make it.

my passion for my favourite sport-dragon boat.
i would love to go back and row dragon boat.
for sucha long time i never go training,
beginning it may be tough.
but i have went through it before.
and i just have to went through it again.
so much so that im afraid that im not able to commit.

exams over.
finally.
have been helping out at mom's shop.
mom's going to bangkok.
want to visit my grandma.
guess i will have to skip this trip back.
most probably.
need help mom take care of her shop when shes away.

friends come and go.
u will never know who is ur true frens.
even u know ur so called true frens are true.
one day they will also move out of ur life.
vice versa.
as many things can change in one day.
unpredictable.
maybe its time for me to let go and move on.
memories will always be kept close to my heart.
and who knows.
10yrs down the road,
we will meet again.
=)

i bring all the beautiful memories with me..
till the day im buried under the ground.
i promise.













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