Y go out or NOT?! @ 10:25 PM
YES!end up.i never go anywhere.so im staying in to write my blog.n upload some pictures.=)woke up very early today.930am.huiyi came to meet me at mom shop.10plus.took 851 to tiong bahru plaza.had breakfast cum lunch at foodcourt.she had grilled chicken rice.YUMMY!i had meetballs mee sua.both of us had ice apple tea.1130am.outside mac. met up with my EX.took some of my stuffs from him.chatted awhile.n headed home.huiyi & i.chatted for nearly 2hours at my crib.we talked ALOT!really.hahahaha.CG can hold at my PLACE!=)after that.at abt 2plus.i took train & came back mom's shop.got steamboat to eat.LOL.then.i slept!too tired.7plus.woke up.EAT again.hahaha.then sit in front com till now.hmmm.chatting.surf friendster.read blogs.then i tooo BORED!chatting with minglai.then suddenly wan play game.tried to play games in msn with him.but FAILED!many times.LOL.i gave up!im MAD.=Xand GUESS WHAT!while blogging.the stupid game can load again.played scissors, paper & stone.SO STUPID!but CUTE!LOL.wanted to try other game.like UNO.but not available.oh my!then my fren want sleep le.so we shall continue gaming tmr!hahahaha.i won u today!2 - 1.=)at least i was entertained.
i tink i m really
M A D !
i received a letter, a pic of us n a paper <3.>
thanks for your sincerity n love!
but i really cant be with u anymore.
im S O R R Y.
my heart is NUMB for you.
but my heart is OPEN to GOD.
you can say im heartless.
but i really dont meant it.
was quite disappointed when u told me that you quitted your job.
but i couldnt say anything more.
be it you going to look for another job, or have your own business.
i wish you all the best in everything you do!
really.
i have opened my heart n willing to move on.
yes.
miss of cos will miss.
but certaint things are meant to be kept as memories.
good & sweet.
so i believe you can do it too.
be it im numb, im heartless or im just dont wish to face it.
i just dont want to feel sad or be who i used to be.
u asked me to give u a chance.
i had.
a chance to letting u know who u are.
n who are the people who loves you.
i believe this r/s is a process for you n me to realise whats important in our lives.
and what we should do abt it.
dont say im EMO.
cos im not.
wadever i said.
all from my heart.
precious lessons that i've learnt.
im NOT perfect.
i did alot of mistakes.
but im willing to learn from it and start all over again.
really thank God for loving me n giving me so much grace.
someone told me this today.
"sometimes its OK to fall.sometimes its the ONLY way to grow up.
allow people to take care of you.it happens to all of us."
i pray that hope one day you will really understand what i've said.
i just want to love God and His people more n more each day.
=)
bro just reached home.
LOL.
n know wad.
he go buy cup noodles gimme EAT!
=X
LOL.
hmmm.
wanted to upload pictures of our food.
but FAILED!
arrgghh.
and you know wad.
i never take pictures of me and huiyi.
LOL.
k.
shall end here.
wrote too much for today.
will meet up with huiyi tmr after class.
this time round.
CAMWHORE.
LOL.
God bless you!
=)
